Closing time - every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end

my blog is one years old. yeay.

i did some calculation a few minutes ago.
and it came to this,
number of lies atikah has told/made = number of ants in the world.
the same goes for sins.

i pray and hope that i wont die anytime soon.
cause i am 100% sure that i'm going to hell.

whats worse is that i know what i've done,
and here i am repeating it X 10000000.

crikey.